| I hate how people are pinning with the title of bad boyfriend ever sense me and Jessica broke up and it's really most of the people that NEVER EVER saw me and her together or how she was around me or right after we broke up. She wasn't nice, she threatened me, she threaten to do things to herself over me, she talked to all my friends about me, she told people stuff they never needed to know so on and so forth. I really didn't want to break her heart but you know there really can't be true love in high school it doesn't work and that relationship needed to end. At the end of it I wasn't able to go to her house, we had already broken up about 5 times, and I was tired of being with one person. I might not have been tired of being with one person but it was my first real relationship and when i started noticing other girls that liked me it was hard to ignore. Eventually i realized that it wasn't working out and that this really wasn't true love. Noone really knows how i felt after we broke up either. Atleast when she wasn't being a bitch, I missed her, I really did in some ways i still do now, but there were more good times then bad and there was way to much drama between us and there still is it was working anymore and it wasn't going to get better unless it ended or there was an extremely long break... I don't know if i would ever go back out with her if i did it probably wouldn't be any time soon. It needed to end, I don't treat women badly I treat them like equals as they should be in all aspects of life good and bad. what i mean by that is when a girl is being a bitch to you most guys shut there mouth and ignore it because they can't be mean or yell at the girl because then they're abusive or if a girl is kicking the shit out of a guy some guys won't stand up for themselves because they won't hit a girl. I look at that and say you're stupid all men (meaning man kind)are created equal that includes women they're not a lesser race because there is no such thing therefore they shouldn't be treated like one in anyway. Notes:
Jessica- I'm sorry for breaking your heart I'm sorry for being an ass to you when you were a bitch to me or did something I asked you not to, said something I told you not to say, or made up a rumor, but i think you deserved it most of the time i gave it to you especially sense you know me and my temper. I was and am still going to try and be friends with you and fix some broken bridges but it will take time I would like to be able to hang out with you if you are cool at that point (me too) and just watch a movie and eat pizza if you wanted to. I do want to be your friend because you are a good person to talk to when you care and you act like you care. I'm sorry for shit I said to you I'm sorry for stuff I've done to you I'm trying to fix them it may not always look like it because i get pissed off really easily but I am. Elizabeth- I'm sorry for breaking up with you but I think you saw as much as i did that there was way too much drama, I really didn't want to hurt you but it had to come eventually, now might not have been the most oppertune time but it did need to come and I didn't want to act like an ass over the break or have you be still noticably upset. I'm still going to be great friends with you and i definatly, definatly, definatly don't want to rule out the possibility of going back out with you sometime in the future but right now was not working and there was too much drama and too much stuff i was worried about and thinking about. I know you said you don't ussually go out with ex-boyfriends again but I would like you to keep it in the back of your mind because i did have a great time and it was fun. Ever person who ever thought I was a bad boyfriend (especially those who don't know ME)- Grow up, I'm not a bad boyfriend and i'm not a bad person, the people that are my friends especially now stay my friends unless they somehow betray me. Don't judge me by what other people tell you or by the first impression that i give because neither are usually right. So quit judging me, please I'm tired of it I don't want to get mad at anyone so get to know me and we shouldn't have many problems i'm just tired of the fucking drama. -Mosey |
